Still here and need support

[poschan]

Thanks Collin, I appreciate your thoughts and prayers. Its just so hard to grasp that the person I've been with for the last 14 years lacks the commitment and care that I feel. Have to accept that this is Gods plan no matter how difficult and strange that it may be. D7 appears to be excited about WAW new place and they have been back and forth moving stuff. Glad to see she is in high spirits. Starting to feel anger toward WAW now which hopefully motivates me further away from her. I had some old high school buddies invite me to golf Saturday and go to the Indy race on Sunday. Might be just the GAL I need and going to try and make it.
Have a peaceful night y'all.