Still here and need support

[collin]

Pos,
my personal feeling is, sometimes it feels good just to let out a good cry. Monday morning I had to go a site visit 1.5 hours away. The whole way there, while I was there and the whole back I felt like you, that at any given second I could be in tears. Before going back to work, I came home and just let out a good cry. Just to get it out. I felt better.

I am truly sorry about your situation. I would just do your best to GAL and move on. I have been thinking about different projects I can do around here.

I like that you said "this is the start of my new journey"..yes it is. Think about it like that and try to make the best of your new journey. Praying for you and your family.