Still here and need support

[poschan]

we just told d7. I did say that it was WAW choice. d7 cried but wanted to know about WAW new house and they just went to see it. I think I am in shock. WAW was so composed (say cold?). t didn't even seem to affect her. I seem to be ok right now. She plans to move out next week so that will be my next hurdle to deal with the loneliness when d7 is away. So this is the start of my new journey. I hope I get some sleep tonight and am able to focus tomorrow. I am waiting for the tears to come as they are just on the periphery. d7 said "so dad will be all alone?" WAW said yes and so will mommy. some R talk beforehand as I told her how I felt. WAW said she didn't want to be just roommates. She seems to place all the blame on me as she said I could have tried harder a long time ago. I feel numb