Coconut i read your link through to the end. Man how similar our stories are although we are not at cuddling stage yet. My W is even going out with her sisters this weekend overnight and even though i know its with her sisters i am still getting anxiety pangs.
Im being light and positive around her. Beamed at her this morning after kissing my son then gave her a light kiss before heading out but once in the car and driving away i feel mostly sad.
Its as Sandhi described in your link. I was so desperate to get intimate with her before but now im getting anxiety attacks wondering what i would do if she suddenly did come on to me (although i dont think we are close to there yet) .
Me31 W31 M11yrs S6yrs 23Mar16-BD 9Apr16-W admitted EA w boss. 27Jun16-W Changed job and promised NC w OM. 14Jul16-Continued contact w OM.Start of Separation. 24May17-Divorced.
