JimKao - What an honor for you to say I'm an inspiration. That means so much at this time - when I feel so isolated and second guess my self constantly.

Everyone else in my life - including my kids are looking at me like I'm some kind of dummy because I'm the only one who wants my marriage to heal/repair.

Aside from my pastor (who is very cautious) - the people here are the only group the empathize with me.

I guess what I need to say is I really have everything. Health, family, home, work, opportunity, (did I mention a motorcycle :)) etc. I just don't have a Wife. So maybe I'm scoring 80%. In most exams 80% is a pass.

I'm just not ready to give up yet.


M:50
W:53
MR:20
D:21
S:17
S:11
BD-Sept 2015
Suspected PA Sept 2015-Confronted W & OM Dec 2015
Actually EA
In house Sep:Jan/16-May 2016
W moved out:May 22 2016
OM-Intro Oct/17-On scene July/Aug 2017