H has been IMing me all night with little, playful IM's. I am sooo tempted to say something that indirectly would make him indicate whether or not he would be at the house tonight, but I know that would be "more of the same" and very possibly make him feel controlled. So far I have been really upbeat, playful back, and haven't asked anything about later.

My gut tells me he won't be here tonight, but I am going to attempt to sleep through the night for once. I haven't in what seems like forever.

Bleagh,
Myrrh

One moment of patience may ward off great disaster. One moment of impatience may ruin a whole life.