Out of In house S- Start of two homes (10)

[vise82]

Hey,

Well I am off on my way to live on my own now. 10 more days left for in house S.

I have been taking kids to school in the morning from my new place, its nice to live close enough to walk them.

Was looking at the hands of the other parents there seems to be alot with no rings. I was walking home realizing how my view of the world has been shattered. I just did not grasp that so many married couples are splitting up.

I am still holding on to hope. Getting a little impatient also. W has no problem being around me now, we ate dinner together again as a family, She was asking about my place.

Its hard to believe that after a year and now I can see some progress with this.

My soccer GAl starts up again. I can see a lot of possibilities with the garage i now have. There is a biking trail near my house. I will have enough to keep busy for a while.

So I wait, act like I am moving forward, building my life with out W.

I have a scout dinner I will be bringing the two boys to tonight. W cant go, she works late.

I am having a hard time holding back pursuing her. I think give it time. She used to be crazy in love with me. I mean that has got to be still there in her somewhere. I would love to know if she still finds me attractive.

Time will tell. back to moving.