Deep down im questioning myself if i even want this M. Im not even reaching out to her anymore. She has done everything i asked with flying colors even since i confronted the A. So why does it feel like im grieving the loss of my M.
Natus,
MWD discusses that in the DR book. I've forgotten exactly what she said, but it something to the effect of, now that the pressure is off of you, you're starting to feel all of the "appropriate" feelings. Again, I'm just paraphrasing, but she said not to immediately act on those feelings.
