Learning kids songs on guitar for my kids. School. Working out. Going out with friends. Hanging with family when I can. For the most part I'm able to ignore her in my thoughts, but there are times when I can't, especially when I'm with my kids and I can't help but think how great it'd be to have their mom their to help so I could take my son into the water to teach him to surf, or skate, or to just hang with my daughter and read a bunch of books with her while he played with his mom. And of course late at night when I realize there's no one there beside me, when every day for 5 years she was there.
