True, I'm not a babysitter. I'd rather be with my son than anywhere else really. I feel bad GALing sometimes.
Her moving out won't solve anything. Her staying won't solve it either, so the difference will really be my tolerance levels and emotional stability. I don't have to tolerate it when she's not here but it might not help my emotional stability without her here.
That being said. I do want to see how I fair with her out of the house. I want to see if I'm able to thrive. I want to see if I can stand man alone and just be. I want that experience. I need that experience. It does not have to be a D. But I want to be selfish. Focus on me. I will make sure that I see our son everyday to put him to bed.
Would that count as pushing her away, or living a life for myself?
Just cos things are going right, doesn't mean that they were always wrong.
