Another restful night. Sleeping well and no more sleep meds since last week. I am waking right before the alarm, and Jogging every morning going on a week now. This weekend, I will get the weight training back on track as the few pounds I have put back on are not the good kind.
I am still in a calm mood. Although last night I did have an hour of quiet anger. The kind where you curse her out for being ridiculous. But it passed.
D17 and I are re setting a boundary not to talk about WAW/her mother. d17 will share something and then we both get off on a tangent analyzing her behavior, and then we get upset at wasting time and energy on that. Ugh...I have to keep trying harder with the full detaching. Stupid analytical brain of mine.
One more day of work and then a long weekend with my sweet angel baby girls. Its gonna be so nice. It will also help take my mind off of things with WAW. Will try to find a new place and purchase a new car for d17.
Have a good day y'all. Everyone here deserves it today. So I challenge everyone no matter what you are going through to do one thing that will make it a good day.
Me 46 Former W 46 D19 D7 BD Feb 2016 WAW moves out 4/16/16 D final 6/1/2017
It's time for me to start changin' the way I look at the world......and at myself. ~James Howlett aka Wolverine