She did say like me it's taken her years to not even know who her xh was in the phone she had to ask him who is this?
I nearly walked into xh2 and really I didn't even know it was him. Didn't really care to give him head space as I felt nothing and had no need to bother. It only took me less than 2 year which is a suprise.
I feel no need to bother, I guess that's totally detached?????? Could it mean that the baggage is healed mostly?
I think soo...... I do keep doubting people and I'm less quick to trust, but I make people earn a chance in a way? I think...
M 46 h54 Both married before T 11y Bd 2/14 I must see where ow leads! Ms 18 hs 26
Uhmmmmm.... so much envy you about not giving a dam to XH. It is really nice to be able to move along life without any shadows from the past to haunt you.
GG, you seem like a gorgeous independent and somewhat crazy girl and I am sure many people would love to be just the way you are and that is exactly why they gossip, invent nasty stuff, and even like your boss that try to undermine you job and set you up for failure.
Strong people have strong enemies. Independent people with independent thinking have nasty opposition. This is the way things go around the whole world.
I think you will always have some issues with people that are jealous.
Just curious to know how the competition went. How those amazing horses of yours did?
We did go to competion and while I only had a short time to work horses they were not as ready as I wanted. My goal a year ago was to just go and help break the world record and the Australian record. So in the competions I wasn't up there which is really ok. I got out it was one of the first times in over 3 years.
Well the bloody Irish still own the world record but we did break the Australian record. No drama. All ploughing at once. It's was really awesome. My horse whom I really love to bits he went his super dooper way he always does like a real dude. Ss was at the Comp, was really brave and poked around our camp when he was pretty sure we weren't there and was about as brave as his father and didn't bother to come find me. I did try to catch him but got called for a class.
This week tired and nothing seems simple. The paperwork for settlement is just arrrrrrhhhhh and them seemingly want to know how many times you pee per day! things are just becoming more annoying tbh go to dr fro routine thing to find now I need tests instead nothing major and no drama but more time off work and boss well
She will just make it work and slander me yet again! Sigh yes it could be worse I could be her.
Oh seems xh2 is still around when I thought he had vanished into thin air, ok so it was my birthday wish, OK so last Christmas too... I saw him drive in the opposite direction and that whole detached feeling, I laughed and didn't even have the slightest desire to give him a one fingered salute.
But pink you know you could be right, ss he is telling folks things are skills of his that he got via me, no not true and he hasn't got the skill. He trying to ride on my street cred.
His gf which he told me after weeks of knowing her he would marry is others say a younger version of me. that worries me quite a bit but I am hoping he's not going to follow his dad's example.
The boss may be trying to knock you down, but still in some ways feels the need to ride and be part of my circle.... Just like a teen in some regards trying for my attention and I always can only find civil neighbour... Very distant.
I am just finding I want to step well away from drama and people who want to play games. So let's see what things bring in the next month or so.
M 46 h54 Both married before T 11y Bd 2/14 I must see where ow leads! Ms 18 hs 26
Oh yeah also go sent a pic of the other woman, I laughed so hard I think I almost wee'd a lttle and my face hurt.
Bought new meaning to dirty, dirty hoe, covered in mud looking so classey.... Well meh. If that's your image you have out in public, :grin
It's easy to give up, right easy and that's often how people take advantage and play you for a fool. So even while I'm tired like th above post I now just wait, for it to pass or things to come full circle again.
The thing I find hardest to swallow is tho most people will take someone's word and not watch their actions. They won't nip things before they are tangled and committed in work sitches like the boss.
She won't look at people's actions, she tends to rely on others dobbing even if it's only, confusion created by miscommunication which some of her slapping people is about.
Feeling less like quitting today, but really cannot tell you folks how much I wish the whole settlement would be finalised. I need that last string cut, I know it's a pyscial thing more than mental but I want it done now. Waiting in limbo is not as strong suit of mine.
M 46 h54 Both married before T 11y Bd 2/14 I must see where ow leads! Ms 18 hs 26
I don't get it. Your XH sent you a pic of the OW? Why did he do this?
If I understood right, then I think he more disgusting then I though and childish too.
Some people are just pure evil, just that. I totally get it about resolving practical stuff and have it done for good. Even wanting my XH back, I remember I want to have the whole D done, solved and finito.
So, what are the last adventures with BF? And how is your son doing, any news about him?
GG, hope everything will get sorted out and finalized soon. I am sure you will have a very good night sleep that day and will also stop paying some heavy lawyer bills.
Nope, the xh didn't send her pic. It came by another source who saw it as extremely funny!
The dirty dirty hoe! Almost along the lines of the cat in the hat movie such a cartoon type comedy.
Mostly at the moment waiting for Laywer to hurry up, but I can only move at snail pace due to each round of movement costing another body part. As far as costs go.
Need to do more horse stuff and finish my fencing. Those things always take far longer than you hope, and with fences they cost ten times more than you hope.
M 46 h54 Both married before T 11y Bd 2/14 I must see where ow leads! Ms 18 hs 26
And look the ow,she caught herself the reverse boobie prize.
Except she's still in the honeymooners stage she has no idea she has no clue what prizes are waiting. I however do and really in Some ways feel sorry for her, but she chose her karma.
Karma I have even changed my view on, it's not the external force that deals you the bad consequences. It comes from within you know, you know that you know it's coming so your busy creating your own karma from within rather universe acting upon you.
If that makes sense?
Sometimes I think karma is getting its laughs by. Asking things hard for me, but it seems once you start trying to set boundaries and keep your stuff nice and neat in your sand pit. Plenty comes to knock you off course. It keeps just knocking you in w direction y don't want to go in.
M 46 h54 Both married before T 11y Bd 2/14 I must see where ow leads! Ms 18 hs 26
And you know what I seem to have learnt some stuff in my hard head.
Finally worked out what works and I'm hoping soon to have the paperwork finished real soon.
The thing I have seen from afar, and nope I've not spoken a word to xh2 in nearly 2 years, is he's doing the same old. That stament you h or w can tell if your genuine is far true.
That's adage time is our friend is so true. I've moved on and while I laugh at his crapola now it is just noise. Occasionally I have a moment, that old panic the spinning more related to the abusive rubbish. The most interesting thing is the hooks, they seem to pop up but I tend to view them as a metal snake.
I would never confront a real snake so that helps me not to 'pick up' the dropped rope. He's tryed all sorts of things to engage me via his Laywer, and it's very amusing and strange not really sure how to describe.
Today I'm updating the tv system and re arranging the lounge room. We have gotten a smart box to stream stuff, I'm all not really tech savy. Why is that flies go to die in their thousands behind the telly and entertainment unit in direct proportion to how heavy is and hard to move it is? It was only done last spring, seems like there is a cool million behind it.
M 46 h54 Both married before T 11y Bd 2/14 I must see where ow leads! Ms 18 hs 26
competion and while I only had a short time to work horses they were not as ready as I wanted. My goal a year ago was to just go and help break the world record and the Australian record. So in the competions I wasn't up there which is really ok. I got out it was one of the first times in over 3 years. 
that worries me quite a bit but I am hoping he's not going to follow his dad's example. 