I'm balling my eyes out right now.

Yes, I'm not a broken man. I am learning each day, how to be a sober man, how to more God fearing, how to be a better father, a better man and a better person.

I'm delaying the inevitable, I'm holding on to someone that isn't mine, anymore. I need to let her go. I have to let her go. She is no good for me the way that she is.

Every day I fall, every day I pick myself up, even day I get wiser, I get stronger. This is my lesson. Thank you God.


Just cos things are going right, doesn't mean that they were always wrong.