Sorry to hear that things are not progressing the way you were hoping. I just caught up with your threads, and I wanted to say that you are doing great considering how quickly everything happened and how recently.
Again, sending you hugs
"There's nothing sadder than a conman conning himself"
“There is freedom waiting for you, On the breezes of the sky, And you ask "What if I fall?" Oh but my darling, What if you fly?”