Goals for the next 5 hours: (yes, I need to keep myself under control that closely)
1) Do some freaking work!
2) Don't contact Dustin.
3) Finish making my trip packing list.

Goals for the next 5 hours after that: (5-10pm)
1) Get the Munchkin.
2) Feed myself and the Munchkin.
3) Don't call Dustin. If i need to say something, grab a piece of paper and write it down, or IM to myself - yep, I am just that crazy. It' something about hitting that send button...in fact, maybe I will just pep-talk myself all day that way. No one will know...except you guys!
4) Do some dishes.
5) Have a glass of wine.
6) Get the munchkin in bed and do some reading.

The next 5 hours after that will hopefully be sleepy time. I haven't been getting enough lately. Just trying to hang in there in this precarious situation...
Myrrh


One moment of patience may ward off great disaster. One moment of impatience may ruin a whole life.