Guess I will have to ask you something to encourageyoi to write here!
Firstly I hope you are reaching clarity about who you want to be.
In your last thread (and before)you mentioned W spewingon boys. You also mentioned being impotent to do something about it. Can you elaborate why?
Best wishes
R 25 years M 14 years S11 & S13 Working on it alone since Oct 2014 M in trouble a lot earlier (~2 years) Feb 2016. 1st R chat in a yr. Next R chat Aug'17 Still together