It's interesting that talking to him reinforces the idea that he is not good for you. I can see then why it would be a good thing in that case.

I'm afraid that I would come to the opposite conclusion if I were to talk to my H because that has been my life-long habit, to cling and to go back for any offering of crumbs.

Definitely back off on the meds if they're hitting you that hard. Yikes! Still, I'm glad that you took them when you needed them.

Sleep well, Painter.

H: 44, Me: 45
Married: 20 y Together: 25 y
no kids
Walk away: 12/15
Asked for temp separation 12/25/15
PA confirmed 3/16 (apparently neither the first, nor the last PA he has had)
H filed for D 5/16