Stay strong JZ, you will make it through this, and the more time you can focus on you the easier it will get. It sounds like you live in a beautiful area, I would enjoy spending time there to, but the thing is you need to spend time away to..
The game sounds like a great outing, try and live in the moment when your there, enjoy it.
M - 9 1/2 years 5/5/16 - Bomb drop - 3 week EA 10/31/16 - We sold house 01/10/18 - D Finalized