A Glass of Myrrlo

[Lyrael]

I want this marriage to be over with. It isn't that I think my husband hates me; it's his complete indifference that really sucks. To him, I am just this bitch who won't leave him alone and let him do what he wants. He is doing that thing again where he tells me he will be somewhere (at the house) at a certain time, and then doesn't show or call. I tried to call the shop, and the answering machine (or someone beside the button) hung up on me.

This isn't worth hurting every day, all day for. He gave up on things between us a long time ago. Why can't I?
I will soon. I can't keep beating myself bloody against the brick wall that is my H.

I want to give up. So bad I can taste it. I want a DIVORCE. SO BAD. I want out. Maybe I will feel differently in the morning, but I seriously doubt it.