A Glass of Myrrlo

[Lyrael]

Well, darnit, here I am at the house again. The phone didn't get hooked up, and the idea of being in a strange place with no available phone line was not acceptable to me or H, so he is letting me stay here one more night.

I am playing around with the need to make a major change in my life that for once has nothing to do with my M or my H - going back to school? joining the military? writing a book? Whatever I decide on, I need to do something that pushes my comfort zone to the limit, and takes my focus off the big elephant in the living room that I can't do anything about (my M this time, not my fear elephant - yikes, my living room is getting crowded!). I feel the need to be somehow different.

I need to CONSIDER this...good thing I am a DBer, or I might misguidedly think a divorce was the answer to my itch for a big change.
Considering,
Myrrh