Destruction - 1

[Coconut]

Speeder, you and I are a lot alike, and I'm constantly getting 2x4's because I like to act when I'm at my highs and my lows.. I can't seem to stay in the middle of the road and everytime I do it, I know I make things worse but have a hard time controlling myself.

Anyway, write the letter, read the letter, post the letter here, but don't FB it or give it to her. On the night of BD, I posted the texts I found between her and OM on my and her FB page... Luckily it was the middle of the night and I quickly realized, even in my rage, that it was a bad idea, so I told her to check FB and then allowed her to delete the posts... Had I not done that, we would not be working on going forward now, and I also think things would be really weird between me and family/friends.

I'm sorry to hear about this weekend, just do your best to focus on you and your kids.. Is taking them for a weekend trip doable? Would be fun and keep you occupied, not sitting at home letting your mind wonder.