A Glass of Myrrlo

[Lyrael]

Well, folks, despite the fact that my husband talked about us getting along better than we ever have last night, he wants me to leave.

So I will be sleeping in my apt from now on, starting tonight. I don't feel like I have the emotional resources to continue this thing. I keep leaving myself open, and I keep getting hurt. I just think that when things fall back into place, I will have moved beyond my H. He enjoys my company while I'm here, but has made no move to prevent me from leaving. Says this hurts him, etc...at least I know what to do now.

It is too hard to love somebody who is fine with having you around sometimes, but then out of the blue decides he "should" let you go. ARGH! I am too upset right now to know what to think, or do, or anything. I won't have a computer at my apt for a few days, so I won't be on so much.

Any input is appreciated. I am just really tired of riding the roller coaster.
Hugs,
Myrrh