Damn, the ups and downs are real... Told W today that I don't want to continue sharing MBR... I didn't tell her this part, I need to detach and sharing MBR I always find myself clinging to the hope she'll slide over and snuggle with me, or go to bed when I go, and she usually doesn't, I gotta drop expectations..

For the most part everything is going ok, but I need to relax, be patient and emotionally disconnect from her. It's gonna be a long road, but I'm trying to focus on me.


M - 9 1/2 years
5/5/16 - Bomb drop - 3 week EA
10/31/16 - We sold house
01/10/18 - D Finalized