For me, I think it comes down to trust. And I'm finding that I apparently still don't trust her. Not sure how to even get that back.
Anytime I've ever brought up the trust issue (which I haven't in a while, as I've stopped all MR talk), she likes to throw my former pill addiction in my face, saying I broke her trust and she's not sure I'm totally done, which is hard to believe as I'm a totally differnt person than before, in a good way. (at least that's what everyone else is saying to me)
But I get that to a point, having broken a her trust, but I NEVER went after any other women. Comparing the two seems like apples to oranges, at least for me.
