Nice Vanilla. I think that I was always a nice guy to gain attraction from other woman. Soften them up just for the sport of it.

I remember that I used to treat all of my close female friends as though they were my girlfiends, hugging and holding them close even though I had a girlfriend. Thinking about it, I never did it because I was strong and confident, I gained confidence when i got a smile from a pretty girl - i always used to make sure that I had pretty friends around me, due to low self-esteem.

I'm now starting to take a long look at myself in the mirror, never used to, cos I never liked what i saw.

Just cos things are going right, doesn't mean that they were always wrong.