Phoebe, it's odd - regardless what H does, we maintain some strange state of friendship. I think I'm grasping for some kind of reason I can understand for what happened. When things get irrational and I can't comprehend them, I get frightened and anxious so I keep trying to get out of that state by finding the thing that will explain it to me.
M 16 yrs, WH62, P54 3 adult blended kids EA 11/13, BD1 6/14 PA fall 14, BD2 2/15 Piecing 2015, BD3 12/15 Separated 4/16 WH moved OW in 5/16 Divorced 6/15/17
