Continue to be strong my friend. Study DR closely and you will be prepared for the right time. Have you tried a DB coach. They can be of benefit for preparing you.
Me 46 Former W 46 D19 D7 BD Feb 2016 WAW moves out 4/16/16 D final 6/1/2017
It's time for me to start changin' the way I look at the world......and at myself. ~James Howlett aka Wolverine