Hello there, Hope everyone is well. Haven't posted in a bit... Just got back from a week long vacation... It was heavenly. H was on my mind a lot. I even caught myself thinking about him as I was riding in a bobsled going 80 miles an hour.... Talk about the opposite of being present! I caught myself while doing so and thought, "what the heck are you doing Feyth? Get him out of your head now!"
Other than that, things are ok. I'm living my life, having fun, and focusing on myself. I actually just finished a cool local art studio tour and got to meet some of the resident artists. Even made myself a spirit totem that focuses on all the things that are important to me- faith (not just religion specifically, but the act of letting go of control and having faith in the future), travel, my dog, family, peace, and of course.... Love. I'm excited to hang it in my new place. It has a bell that you ring everytime you make a wish or prayer on it. Kind of cool.
Well, day by day.... Life goes on and things seem to get a bit easier to deal with. I'm at peace. Truly.
Wishing you all a wonderful rest of the week.
Me- 30's H- 40's T-10 M-5 I moved out b/c he wanted space- June 15 D filed by H: September 16
