Hi Pink, you are doing well Sweetheart and as Job said - you have a lot on so do look after yourself.

I think expecting very little from H is the best way to go. He doesn't sound to be in a great place himself and probably has very little to offer. If he does come up with something helpful, that' a bonus I think.

Glad you are starting to feel more detached and unsure if you want to be with him again. I think the latter part is understandable and all part of the process.

Hope your S's graduation goes well - you must be very proud of him xx

T 13 M 7
Me 48 H 46
SS 15
BD 7.14 PA
D final 5.16 (H filed)

We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus