You need to learn, you don't want to stay in limbo land.
Things are going good, I caught myself skipping in the passage, yes, like an 8 year old girl, skipping. Inside I know i'm happy, I know i'm making the right decisions for me.
Right now you can't see past tomorrow, but you will and when that day comes everything will be more clear. Have you set yourself daily goals yet?
My WW was crying in the shower, as I was playing in the room with our son. Normal DDJ would go in and console and ask whats wrong. Instead I 180'd and let her feel her pain. This emotional ride is hard on them too, but if you feel their pain then it will just drag you down - dealing with your own pain is hard enough.
Just cos things are going right, doesn't mean that they were always wrong.