Collin -
You say this:
Originally Posted By: collin
We got to talking and I told her that I need to make some changes for me. I told her, even if she wasn't in the picture, I needed to do some changing.


but it looks like youre thinking this:
Originally Posted By: collin
I am so thankful that she is giving me this 6 months to bust my butt so I can be the best me I can be.

I must better myself. Because I know that if I don't, there won't be an us after 6 months. I would have just let her down...again...


If you are truly doing this for yourself, then you will know that the 6 month window is not a window at all. This isnt something shes giving you. This isnt to not let her down.

This is about YOU.