H came home last night, really late as promised, but who the hell cares? I was asleep anyway. We snuggled and such, shared about our days. He told me about some woman who hit on him at work, and asked if he was dating anyone. He told her, "actually, I'm married." Kinda cool that he shared that with me, hm? Something I think is really, really important here...acting like him sleeping at the house when I am there is no big deal.
Goals for right now...
1) Go buy some Merlot! I have a huge craving for a glass or two of it, and I still haven't bought any.
2) Work mebbe a little on picking up the house, even though it's half-empty and I am still mostly planning on not living there.
3) Be upbeat, independent, happy around H.
4) Attempt to recognise the genuinely good days and beautiful moments in my life - there are lots!
Hugs to all,
Myrrh


One moment of patience may ward off great disaster. One moment of impatience may ruin a whole life.