Blueboy, you're doing it for the wrong reasons. You don't want to cause her loss, you insanely want to cause yourself loss. More loss than you already experienced. You are addicted to your WW, you need to lose that addiction.
Reread the detachment threads and refocus on yourself. If she wants a R with OM, then so be it. Do you really want to be a third wheel? Do you want to be plan B?
You can live your life waiting for a miracle or you can go out and make your own one.
Just cos things are going right, doesn't mean that they were always wrong.
