Time is your friend... Take your time making your decisions.. It is good to have these feelings today, you are detaching and seeing what the R truly was from the outside looking in.. But you may very well want him back in three weeks.. Don't burn any bridges, take all the time you need.. He needs time too.. Don't make rest of life decisions on emotions... Chances are if you decide you will never want a R with him again, you will have had many many many days in a row with this sort of thinking. You owe him nothing but a "I'm not sure right now".
Ralph88 Me 40s W 30s, D5 D3 , M7 T9 2013 B drop 1, EA found 2016 B drop 2, EA/PA? 2/16 Physical Seperation 2/16 I filed for D 4/16 PA Confirmed