What surprises me, is how happy you are becoming a new, changed man, but yet holding on to the past. It confuses me as to why you wouldn't want to move on as well?
Me: 38 y/o W: 38 y/o Together: 10 yrs Married: 7 yrs S1, D3, S15(hers previous, I adopted May'15) WBD: Sep '15 W's EA confirmed Oct'15 W Filed Dec '15 Personal awakening Mar'16