Focus on me and my boys

[J5K]

I am struggling today. Did not sleep until 2 am and woke up at 6:30 am.

I have 1.5 weeks to get all my things packed out of my house and into an apartment. More money spent. She does not work and we continue draining the bank account. How can the courts let this happen? How is it that she doesn't see this is hurting the boys. Why does the nice guy have to fold. I am trying to stay strong and she continues to be spiteful to me in hopes that I fold.

An enabling MIL does not make this easier. I pray that I am doing the right thing and that somehow I will survive this whole fiasco.