A Glass of Myrrlo

[Lyrael]

Well, H called me around two and chatted with me for about fifteen minutes about someone misquoting him in an interview he gave on the new legislation that is supposed to lower the legal age for getting a tattoo to 18 (it's currently 21). He talked about that, and I asked if he wanted S tonight alone, and I would go stay at the apt.

He said he had some things to do, and his partner and he needed to talk about their response to the misrepresentation in the article. I was gracious about it - we didn't have any set plan for him to get S tonight, but Tuesday will be one of his days with him once we get into a routine. Well, after getting an e-mail from him with some pictures I asked for, (to which I replied simply "thanks"), I went home from work and had a msg from him on my machine.

He wants me to pick out a nice outfit for him to wear to the bank tomorrow so he can apply for this business loan he has been talking about. He said "if I can get it, it will solve all our problems!" I called him back as he requested in his message, and at one point asked him "what problems specifically?" He mentioned bankruptcy, and any "bills we might have." He didn't specifically mention the D word, and neither did I, but I don't know if I am supposed to read that into it or not. Maybe he actually thinks I want this D - I don't know why he would think that, but if he is seriously asking me to pick out clothes so he can go apply for money that is going to finance a D...god, I don't know. I am sad and angry.

He has no idea that I feel this way. I was very pleasant and upbeat on the phone, and told him I would see what I could find. He also told me he is working on getting an appt so he can get a prescription for ADD meds. He mentioned that he was going to invite the little guy and I down there for dinner, but the shop got really busy.

Anybody have any thoughts here? I am VERY confused.
Is he going to ask me to pick out clothes for our divorce hearing, too? Am I ASSuming?
Some input, PLEASE!
Hugs,
Myrrh