You are still stuck in limbo, and she has all of the aces. I still think that you need to walk away from the table for a while and not think about what she's doing, even as you recover. She can still slip back into the EA with this last few interactions.
Darknes says that it's taken more than a decade to get her here, so it won't be over in just a short time. Have patience.
Just cos things are going right, doesn't mean that they were always wrong.
