On second reading, I think this scope could refer to my M as well, and the need to listen to my head and heart. I just got some really helpful input via e-mail that I need to mull over before I reply.
An interesting and tiny little detail...with my new phone package I get a second phone number that has a "Distinctive Ring" (that's what the service is called), so that it sounds different when someone uses that number. That is the new number I gave to H, so I will know when it's him calling w/o looking at caller ID and will have a second to collect myself/and or let it go to the machine if I can't handle him right then. It's funny - he still always asks "where were you" when I don't get to the phone. Bleagh - I am just trying to relax today. H makes me tense right now. Not crazy angry tense, just nervous tense. Hugs, Myrrh
One moment of patience may ward off great disaster. One moment of impatience may ruin a whole life.
