5 weeks in since she said she doesnt love me.(2)

[Natus]

Need to GAL badly tonight. Knowing shes back in office today and OM is there is depressing me a little this afternoon. Apart from the fact that everyone in her office knows about their affair so that should make it difficult for them to interact freely there is no way to know for sure she or him is honoring the no contact despite doing so well over the last two weeks.

Trying to drill it in my head that i have no control over what she does, only what i can do.