Been more angry lately. suppose can use that to help detach. H has stopped saying goodnight and giving hug. Know should not let get to me but it does. H has no problem asking for small favors tho. Picking and choosing what help with.

I know not to leave bedroom but fell asleep on couch (left tv on) other day to give myself a break. When I look in H direction lately I want to shake him and ask him to stop and come to senses. So draining.