Thank you, rich. Sometimes I think that the hardest thing is figuring out what to do with all these memories. It's not like I even want to pretend that the last 25 years of my life didn't exist.

It's like the whole world is now a mine field, with all these things out there in wait if we just step in the wrong place.

Damn, crying again. I do think I may need more Prozac.

Just miss my life, and it was hard to be reminded of some of my most important memories, and the conflicting feelings I have about them, by someone who is basically a stranger.

H: 44, Me: 45
Married: 20 y Together: 25 y
no kids
Walk away: 12/15
Asked for temp separation 12/25/15
PA confirmed 3/16 (apparently neither the first, nor the last PA he has had)
H filed for D 5/16