What Should I be doing 3

[Coconut]

Thank you Blue, I feel like she is there with me now, there isn't a relationship, but at least I feel like it's just us. Now we have to remember how to be friends, but like u said, I need to find me first.

I never thought I'd ever say this, but the meditation class I went to was AWESOME... Talk about being in the present, everything just went away and so much stress released, I can't wait to try it in a park... Your so focused on the present that the past and future disappears, and the present is amplified. I only heard the clock ticking, cars off in the distance, people around me breathing, I really think it would be beautiful in nature.

I would highly recommend it to everyone on this board, you can sit in a chair or on the floor, whatever your comfortable with, and everywhere they do it is free, no tips or charges, just the experience. Just look up Sahajameditation.com to find a location near you, it's one hour stress free, and I walked away feeling so much better.