Yup, I am still just a little girl - my secret is out. Had a bit of a scary moment this morning - this letting go/detaching stuff is really hard. My H left here around 11pm last night, and I logged onto AIM today, and lo and behold, he has been logged in all night and left an away message that he'll be back on around noon. Now I know you all know what I am thinking, here, right? I left some stupid (not insane, just stupid) messages for him, so he may be miffed at me, but after I dropped off the little guy, I im'd him an apology, it's none of my business, sometimes I say things without thinking, talk to you later, etc. Short, businesslike, and pleasant. I think I may just have to block his screen name so I can't see when he is online.
It is SO HARD to stop acting like he's mine! And I have to, for my own sanity. Sometimes I hate the internet and computers. I wish I could fast-forward a few months so I was farther along in the detaching process. Bah, Myrrh
One moment of patience may ward off great disaster. One moment of impatience may ruin a whole life.
