My darling Flowboy, ever the optimist... I had to pay a bill and he needed the receipt number, so he asked me to drop it off with him at his shop, instead of calling, then invited S and I down to his friend's shop to hang for a bit. That could be just him missing S, but when I asked him if he wanted me to leave him (S) there, he said, no, I will be by later. To help me "pack"...and I am going to make a real effort to actually pack this time! I don't have any clue what is happening in my H's head and heart right now - I am not going to get excited about this. I will just continue along the path I have chosen - moving, detaching, being pleasant - and tomorrow is still set as the Day of No Contact. We shall see - tonight might be terrible. I am aiming for a "4" night, and nothing higher. Hugs to all, Myrrh
One moment of patience may ward off great disaster. One moment of impatience may ruin a whole life.
