Weird Reaction

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Here it is:

W,

I've been through some very tough moments since you decided to leave, as you know. My love for you is so deep that I just couldn't wrap my head around the possibility of life without you. To a person like me, I honestly expected to marry only once and to remain committed for life, it has been a severe shock to see our relationship begin to unravel.

I cannot believe how utterly stupid I have been. When I think of the mountains of disrespect you have shown me I want to throw up for being so weak. I actually believed your character and inner strength would rise above the temptation to do such things. I thought this whole thing would just work itself out. I see now that I was dead wrong.

I was crystal clear when I said if you want to date other people, you cannot do it here. I will not tolerate your behavior nor will I enable you to do so. You need to find a place to stay other than here.

I can no longer allow you to hurt our family. I do not think (mention of our kids) deserve to be taken down this broken road with you. I do not know where you got the idea that you could sleep in our bed, under our roof, wear clothes I paid for, go to church together, go to marriage class together, drive a car I pay for and hide the fact that you are having an affair? I can hear you saying to yourself, “What an idiot. He thinks he is impressing me, but it's too little and way too late, now. I could care less how he works his tail off, because it has no affect on my feelings.” Your arrogance is astounding to me. You have turned into a selfish being that I do not recognize anymore.

You were my first real love, and I’ll never forget the memories that we shared. You married me of your own free choice. I did not blackmail you or twist your arm or offer you a bribe. It was a decision you made without pressure from me. So I will not pressure you to stay with me. I will pray for you and trust that God will guide you in the years ahead.