Seattle - Thanks so much. It is always good to hear words of encouragement. It seems as if there are two places from which I can interact with my H: one is the sick, broken, empty place - that's the same one the anger comes from. The other is a whole, centered place that relates to my H as his equal. I want to be in the second place, I was just hurting really bad today - it will get better. I know it will. Myrrh
One moment of patience may ward off great disaster. One moment of impatience may ruin a whole life.
