Thanks for the reply and your prayers are appreciated. My situation has been going on for what seems like forever. I tried and tried to keep my family together and now the realization that she is not coming back has finally hit me.
And yes the meds with the drinking is a bad combo. I don't know why I continue this behavior. Im just lost. I don't know who I am anymore.
M:39 W:40 S:10 S:7 D:12 BD:3/5/15 Separate BR:3/5/15 W moved out with kids 1/3/16