Thanks for the reply and your prayers are appreciated. My situation has been going on for what seems like forever. I tried and tried to keep my family together and now the realization that she is not coming back has finally hit me.

And yes the meds with the drinking is a bad combo. I don't know why I continue this behavior. Im just lost. I don't know who I am anymore.


M:39
W:40
S:10
S:7
D:12
BD:3/5/15
Separate BR:3/5/15
W moved out with kids 1/3/16