have i been making mistakes too long part 7

[tkdmme]

Just an update.

I have developed a dangerous lifestyle in the wake of our separation. My drinking is out of control. I have got to get a grip on myself before I do something stupid.
Im still so hurt and im drinking to help me cope. It's not working. It only makes things worse. The depression is killing me. I miss my children constantly. The only time im not drinking is when they are with me.
I don't no how im going to make it through this.