4 am and all is (not) well. Nothing's wrong, really, either, beyond that I just can't sleep. I've been laying here for hours, and so far no nap has been forthcoming. Now it's really too late to take Benadryl unless I want to sleep until noon.

I don't know why I didn't take anything earlier. Yesterday was only the second night I've been able to sleep without help since mid-December. What on earth would make me optimistic that it would work tonight after my little tsunami splashdown this evening?

Sotto, I have not seen anything from BB, but I'm going to go looking tomorrow. Thank you for your kind words. They are most welcome today.

H: 44, Me: 45
Married: 20 y Together: 25 y
no kids
Walk away: 12/15
Asked for temp separation 12/25/15
PA confirmed 3/16 (apparently neither the first, nor the last PA he has had)
H filed for D 5/16